Emo has force my to join but i'll never get in.....

Haiz...
im so so so so stress out at home...
everyday i'll be arguing with my whole entire family.....
everything that is wrong they will acuse me that im wrong for that.....
even my grany didn't wear the underwear oso say me......(just an example)....
haiz....
my day has been like this for the past 2 weeks......
i cant stand it anymore....
all the secret in my past i have been keeping in my heart..... haiz..
all i need now is a very very very very very good friend that i could share my tought with he/her...
i dont care my buddie is a boy or a girl.....
any 1 may do
just must keep all my secret.....
and lift me up to another level....
haiz....
haiz....
i dare not tell my parent about this...
if i keep keeping my secret... i think i'll go crazy as in the serious 1........
man i'm so so stress out.....
HELP ME ANYONE!!!!
S.O.S....